Struggles

Tomorrow is the funeral for my grandma.

The day that I feel like I can move on.

I've tried, but it's been hard.

She always wanted my mom, sister, and me to be healthy. I will be healthy!

I will not let my 1.2 lb gain detour me anymore, after all I've still lost 33.4 pounds!!!

"Good" (bad) food does not make me feel better! I've felt horrible for almost a week!

For her, for my kids, for me, for my health...