It started with not wanting to get out of bed, a baby who's diaper leaked, kids that were not dressed appropriately for chapel at school today (when it was time to walk out the door), another upset tummy day, and on and on...
I made myself eat throughout the day and I made myself think about the fact that if this is as bad as it gets then you've got it good. It helped...until alone time tonight.
I'm faced with making some decisions in regards to my eldest baby girl's education and I don't want to. No matter what decision I make someone is going to be unhappy and I truly don't think that there is just one perfect solution. I am trying to take time, gather information responsibly, and make a well informed choice that will be the best in the long run. Oh how I hate big/important choices.
Since I haven't been able to resolve the situation as of yet, it's affecting all my other decision making abilities. I literally have one check blank left and I've been looking at checks for three days and still haven't ordered any. I also couldn't decide that one treat this evening was enough, I had to have two.
Maybe I'll wait until my hubby gets back in town tomorrow and make him make all the choices. No?! Well it was a thought. Instead I will leave you with this thought and it made me feel a whole lot better because....
Yes its totally worth it!
ReplyDeleteTake a deep breath. You know what the right moves are for your family!
ReplyDeleteStart with ordering some checks. ;)