"You carry you weight well."
This is something that use to comfort me. Maybe people don't know how much I REALLY weigh. Maybe they think I am just a little over weigh, not morbidly obese. After all, I've always been taller and bigger than everyone even when I wasn't "fat". I weigh THAT much more because I always have.
Then I went to the Dr. the other day and they gave me a print out of the main information in my chart. Some new law or something. I saw this....
Apparently I haven't gotten them fooled. They don't care how tall I am or how I am built. It only confirmed with me that day what I have already decided. I don't want to "carry my weight well" anymore, I simply just don't want to carry it at all.