Feelings

Frustrated...

Angry...

Bloaty...

Hopeful...

Discouraged...

Proud...

Bewildered...

Embarrassed...

Failure...

Successful...

Unfocused...

Optimistic...

Pointless...

Fat...

These are just some of the feelings that I've had in the last 18 days. I know it's been 18 days because that is exactly how long it's been since my birthday. It is also the amount of time since all hell broke loose with my eating. I can't explain it, I'm truly baffled how I've gone sooooooo long and bam!

I am working through all these emotions and trying to identify underlying issues... I'm not about to give up. I've come too far and want to go so much farther.





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